A long lost friend

The reason why I am awake now is that I have been trying to figure out how to make my "facebbok" more presentable. To many, that is very simple. To me, "techno 白痴", I am still trying to figure out why it is so HOT! I do not like to leave things till tomorrow, hence here I am. I managed to find a long lost friend - WX ,who went to the same sec sch as me. Woa! She has changed a lot. Working in a big offshore bank now. Must be doing very well, cos even her wedding photo was taken in Australia.
Sigh. After looking at her photos, I have this weird feeling which I can't explain. It is not envy, neither is it jealousy. After joining the teaching profession, my life has become so "enclosed" and "protected". I remembered we ( WX and I ) used to go home together. During our one hr plus journey home, we usually talk about our hopes and ambitions. She was the blur blur one who did not know what she really wanted. As for me, I knew I wanted to be SOMEBODY someday. I had aimed for the sky. However, look where I am right now - just a teacher. Sigh. I never regret my choice to join the teaching profession, but as I looked at her photos, I could not help but wonder what my life would turn out to be if I have made a different choice somewhere along my life, where I would turn up to be. Would it be better, or would it be worse, I could not help but wonder......